Friday, September 02, 2005

hey everyone..thanks for showing so much concern, even the anonymous tags on the board have been pleasant : ) sometimes i think that telling the whole world im upset on my blog somehow seems to be attention seeking and self-pitying, but i guess everyone wants to feel loved in some way or another.

i think everything's pretty much fine now, and today i discovered how great the RI library is for studying! the wooden chairs make it impossible for you to sleep and you wont get distracted either cos the study corners have like these desks with 3 walls around u!

sigh. studying really sucks though.

i'd rather play soccer. or buy more fish to fill up my fish tank, to join jober ali, zu and ray*er. maybe i should buy more tetras so that they can be the offspring of..ha ha ha.

now i realise how important people around me are. and i learnt from today's 'experiencing God' session in church, that, the most important things in life aren't things, they're relationships, with God and with the people around you.

and i also learnt to let GO, let GOD.

and after i did let go abit, things took a turn for the better : )

and i've got no study partners >=[

but at least my sunflower is making me happy again :) my mum bought one for me. so sweet right? haha. cos i told her i like sunflowers!

matthew admired God's creations at 11:07 PM [comment]

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